Mummy, my best friend in the whole world. It is almost 2 years and 10 months since I last held your hand. I can’t let you go, I still can’t believe you aren’t here with me. I have so much to tell you, to show you, so much I need to say. I will never have anyone in my life who loved, listened and understood me like you did. My soul aches for you, to just feel your touch, your hand patting mine, would be a priceless comfort. I miss you just falls so short of the wretched loss I feel. You were always my rock, I especially need you now, I could do with some comforting words, and a hug. Just sitting, cuddling, not speaking even, as we did when I was a child. I miss my mum, I miss my best friend. It hurts so much.